She Designed A Life She Loved

DEFINITELY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR

I knew I was running towards my door to Jannah and never would I think twice. I'm glad I waited till I felt I was ready because that's when Allah let me meet the man I made du'a for. Alhamdulillah, I'm married.

Salam and hi everyone. 

It has been a privilege to share my stories here on this blog since my early days as a blogger. Although at times I wished I didnt delete all of my previous posts since I was 17. Banyak dah yang I delete tinggal beberapa kerat je yang rasa macam tooo precious to delete. Gitu !

And yes, lama sungguh tak jengah sini so definitely banyak benda nak share dengan you all about everything. Life, passion, current issues and so on. Right after nikah, I decided to update several gambar which is nampak muka (gambar nikah + resepsi sahaja) sebab before this I blogging ke, tulis cerpen pendek ke, dalam socmeds I tak pernah upload my own picture yang orang boleh kenal. Semuanya censored :) 

I think, throughout the journey as a 25 years old woman, I've learned so many things that has changed me to a better person that I am today. What I'm beginning to understand now is that the less we expose ourselves to the world, the more calming our lives are. Keep your circle small. Families, friends. Focus more in upgrading yourself. Don't worry if you have to discriminate yourself from everyone for awhile because when you're alone by yourself, you are able to focus more on you than on what other say about you. You will find your inner peace and that peacefullness you have within you will make you a good person. Trust me.

So, focus more on bettering yourself physically and emotionally. Living your life to the fullest. Until then,
Take care, everyone !

2017. Blessed for everything in between.

Salam alaykum. Alhamdulillah today got time sikit to write something here. Wallahi rindunyaaaa dulu dulu aktif sini share positive vibes dengan korang.

It has been 2 years struggling as trainee nurse dekat SB and it was a great journey eventhough I still tak boleh nak cinta 200 percent my life now. But its okay Allah knows the best. Is taking care of me forever throughout everything. Alhamdulillah.

I hope and pray for those yang struggle in whatever pun korang buat may Allah ease your journey. I plan nak tulis panjang but got no idea tetiba. Haha. Later on bila dah start cuti sem gonna spent time blogging again. Doakan nia baik baik saja and may all your du'a goes back to you. Xoxo. Till then. ❤💙💙

Clingy.

Salam alaykum.

For the first time in my life, duduk jauh dengan family. Benda yang saya takleh imagine sampai sekarang is, tak jumpa diorang about 2 months dah kot Ya Allah I'm so strong. Semoga di beri kekuatan, inshaaAllah


Yes, tak nafikan yang benda bukan apa sangat pun tapi macam hek eleh homesick terlebih sesikit nak rindu rumah rindu ummi abah/adik adik. Grow up sikit centu tapi takleh lah. Dia macam separuh jiwa ku mati, gitu, ceyy. Hihi.



Not everything can be the way you want it to be. Learn to be patient. Tak semua yang kita nak, kita akan dapat. I always remind myself yang Allah akan uji kita dengan sesuatu yang kita rasa kita tak boleh kalau takdak. Saya pernah luah dekat ummi abah yang 'along tak kisah along takde satu apa pun kat dunia ni asalkan ada ummi abah' then both of them macam cry cry pulak sobs.


Things will get better. Allah promised us twice so have faith. Be sabr. You know He always there. Is watching. Is taking care of you.